------- 1 Another Level of Expectation

What starts with F and endus with U-C-K? starts
another stupid high school joke. We also
snapped the thick, resilient straps of Maria
Alfonso's bra. I don't know what we expected.
Annoyance, perhaps - though a kind of annoyance
that opened the way for attention - then maybe
intimacy, though we wouldn't have phrased it that way.
We called in Fucking. An alarm goes off,

the expectations are serial and easy: the clumsy
effecting of fire-drill practice, arrival of miles of hose.
And maybe Dennis or Leo or I would get to stand
near Maria, and maybe she'd even bend in her
provacative way that showed the first shadowy
rampway into her cleavage. When I finally did get
Fucked, of course it had nothing to do with the world
of expectations we mapped round and flat

where the condom ate wallet for years. Now I hear
Leo's divorced; drunk enough, it's as if a large hand
crumples him like a Coors can. Momo's gone up in smoke
like the faint trails of a mind numbing puff of Willie's finest.
The point is, not even sex, necessarily - what did they see
at station 19 when the bell went crazy? Flames
like cartoon devils? Their heroics, axe and ladder,

tested successfully? Glory? Pain? Some calls to glory
and pain are real, of course. But back then
we pulled levers for hijinks, for stupid jokes. And it came
long, red and clamorous. FiretrUCK.

------- Call of the Vibe

Someone plays with me,
plants me in the all electric kitchen,
Is this what Miss Kensington said?
Someone pretends with me -
I am walled in solid by their noise
My noise - our noise - her pleasure.
Who takes me into her bed
and thinks I am another???
Their warmth? Their warmth is not a friend.
They pry themselves open to drink
Of my fruit yet I am left unfulfilled...

------- Return to Her

She is all there.
She was melted carefully down for you
and cast up from your childhood,
cast up from your favorite fantasy.

Let's face it, I have been momentary.
A luxury. A bright red sloop in the harbor.
My hair rising like smoke from the car window.
Littleneck clams out of season.

I give you back your heart.
I give you permission -
for the fuse inside of her, throbbing
angrily in the dirt, for the bitch in her
and the burying of her wound -
for the burying of her small red wound alive.

She is so naked and singular.
She is the sum of yourself and your dream.
Climb her like a monument, step after step.
She is solid.

As for me, I am a watercolor.
I wash off.

------- Hot Fucking

Kinky dirty slinky slimy sweaty twisted enough
and then let loose for a final unwinding through
the entire reportoire and then once again and
again and still again.

Off to the shower to delight in the steaming mists
being generated by the stream, then bounced
reheated into the thickening morass as she gently
bathes my body and rekindles my desire.

Back in the bed, relaxed, refreshed, revitalized, reivgorized
and rehardened, we start slowly from the beginning
but the passion quickly escalates into a furious run
at the final climax.

------- MILF Titties

Giant round melons
Shaped perfectly
Hoisted snugly
Together
Sway in harmony.

------- Blow Me MILF

Blow me Bitch
Show me some skillz
Ho' Me
Till I feel the Flow in Me
Then do my Homie
While I'm getting Stony
With my favorite Kronie
Man knows how to Grow Weed
Plant a Seed for a Dope Feed
Greed. Greed. Greed.
It's agreed.
I have a Need to Lead
But I don't Bleed
That's my Creed.

First part was free
Now you see me
For parts two and three
aka Tommy Lee
It's a buck fifty.

------- JEZEBEL

Jezebel
a Fiery Hell
You could tell
by the swell
it was fell

Make you melt
'fore you felt
compelled
to sell
her snappy pelt.

------- Big Pro Mamma MILF

Rolling down and dirty with bitches raw and dirty
Big mamma comes a calling acting coy and flirty.

Swinging her big ass - devoid of style and class
She brings it directly, correctly with crass.

"Which one of you chumps gonna get yo' lumps
Till the game is called by the umps?"

LIttle Squeaky stepped up like a good little pup
And tossed two nickels in her cup.

"I'll blast that booty, it ain't nice and fruity
But I'll drill with skill on that tooty.

------- Spent Ho

The spent whore should have taken a few moments to relax
after sucking down another meth hit
as she collapsed into
the drivers seat
of her customer's
Porsche.

Screaming down narrow roads, the engine blaring lights blazing
by in every direction, she realizes that
the car is still in
park.

Intolerant, uncomprehending, impatient, unwilling and unbearably ignorant
she gives the engine a roar, drops into
gear and goes careening
over the cliff.

------- Lim-er-dick

There once was a man from Kanoodle
Who's cock was a limp as a noodle
Try as he might
It never got right
And he was left to stare and oodle.

------- Cheatin MILF Ho

Gotta spy out on my baby
She's cheating
Likes to get out on the town
Guys treating
Rubbing up on the dance floor
She's overheating
Looking for a some outside fun
A quiet meeting
If I find the sucker she's with
Throw him a beating.

------- Jerkin Myself Off

Funny how all the time spent fantasizing
Gloating, gleaning and grunting masturbating
Choked up with desire for the unattainable
Wanting that which is beyond my means

Makes me even more scared
Timid
Shy
Demure
In real situations.

------- Washed Up

So good and bad, sane and mad,
The Oppressor and the oppressed;
Those who weep to see what others
Smile to inflict upon their brothers
Lovers, haters, worst and best,
All are damned.

So tried and true, black and blue,
The Pimp and the Whore;
No one weeps for the plight of the whore
No one notices until just before
She's dead.

------- Unfulfilled MILF

I see his cock, like the thinnest reed
Wondering if he can plant his seed
My face - horror or masked delight
The erection now limp, his face pale white.

I remove my robe and the little guy
Is hard again, and ready to try
He pokes it in - at least I think
The shows over before I feel a thing.

------- Used MILF

Do you know me?
Because you fucked me.
Last week.
At Juan's big bash.

Do you remember me?
Or have you
already forgotten
my lips on your cock?

Do you want me?
Or am I the spare change
Jingling in your pocket
An annoyance.

Do you want to know?
I'm all alone
A slut used up
By forgotten men.

------- Dreaming of my MILF

Soft as an Incanation of the Sun,
When light is changed to love, this glorious One
Floated into the cavern where I lay,
And called my Spirit, and the dreaming clay
Was lifted by the thing that dreamed below
As smoke by the fire, and in her beauty's glow
Was penetrating me with living light.

------- Dominatrix MILF

"Arise and quench your thirst"
Was her command and I rose
Touched with faint lips the cup she raised
And suddenly my brain became sand.

"Bow down and worship"
Sent me reeling back to another time
Another place - another woman - another FUCK
Before she brought me back with the whip

"Lick my pussy"
My tongue lapping like a thirsty dog
At her hardening clit
She screams with orgasm.

"Now get the fuck out"
Role reversal. Gender reversal.
Woman taking charge of my life.
I'm in love.